I didn't know either.

I'm heading to Nepal on Monday.  

So odd how this had absolutely nothing to do with anything I planned on doing this summer; in fact, it is the complete opposite of what I was planning on doing.  I was supposed to be either working or filming... but instead, I'm going to Nepal to take photos on a Taoist missionary trip.  Odd.  

This is how horror movies start.

Today we drove through the mountains.  Today we drove through the mountains with an almost empty tank of gas.  Today, as we drove through the mountain we heard loud shouts and screams.  Today as we drove through the mountains being chased by these loud shouts and screams, I looked to see that the empty light had turned bright blood red.  Today was a scary day.  

The plane left.

Dear TITV,

I apologize for fucking you guys over like that.  You see, I'm a very indecisive person.  I try to go as long as possible without making a decision, and by the time I absolutely must be final in my choices, it's already too late to make any real decision.  I'm hasty and juvenile.  Non committal.  Inappropriately moody.  Therefore... how could we, you the company and me the individual, not have seen this coming?  I apologize.  If it makes you feel any better, I'm starting to hate Taiwan...

Sincerely,

John 

Undecided.

The longer I stay in Taiwan the more confused I feel.  I want a decision to be made without my input because at this point, my only opinion is that I really don't have one.  I want to scream at the top of my lungs.

Keeping the faith.

I don't know if it's my usual fear of commitment, or if it's the actual job itself that is giving me this much pause... but something just ain't right.  Still, at the end of the day, I need to have faith in something larger than me at work.  Keep on keepin' on, I suppose.  

Days of Being Kind of Tame and Not Very Wild

I've decided to stay. Soon, I will be joining this mass of cluttered noise.

Anyway, I'm starting up this photo blog.  Emphasis on photo.